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Never as it seems

Wednesday, November 3, 2010 ♥
♥ 10:20 PM

Hey! Since when did I last post?
I guess its been a long long time.
I really don't know what to say but anyways,
many things happened during these long period of time that I didn't post.

Sometimes, I really don't know what to do.
I want to hold on to you,
but I'm afraid to be hurt.
I want to give up on you,
but I can't.
What can I do?!

My mind is whirling all around,
not knowing what decision to make, and what may be the consequences.
but, you make me feel so insecure,
you're not matured to be someone I can trust whole-heartedly.
This is why, it makes my decision even harder.

I guess I should really give up after all I've seen from you.
There's no point of me holding on to you, while you're
taking everything like something that's not even something worth in your eyes.
Maybe, everything was just my dream,
my illusion, what I wanted it to be...
but it'll NEVER happen.

Maybe it's really my fault.
but, I didn't mean it.
I don't want to be a person who "betrays" all of you,
but you left me with no choice.
I did alot of reflection,
I got opinions from different people,
their point of view, and realised that, I'm not in the wrong at all.
Maybe leaving abruptly was my fault, but how do you expect me to say?
that I'm going to leave? Do you think you'll accept?

staying with you was very pleasant, but it wasn't what I wanted.
should I say that you'all are too matured or what?
I really don't know how to put it in words.

I should really do some reflection this holiday.
My results are poor, everything's not going well for me.
But, I also want to have some time to relax, and de-stress.
Somehow, I always feel that a stone's pressing my heart,
making me feel as though there's a great burden in me.
Maybe there is.

Saturday, June 19, 2010 ♥
♥ 9:36 PM

HEY! :D
I'm heading to Kota Kinabalu to climb Mount Kinabalu tomorrow!
Oh gosh! I can't wait!!!!

had barbeque with PDP yesterday.
had fun! :D
I ate lots man... until my stomach's going to burst anytime.
haha! :) :) :)
Had sweet potato, prawns, satay, hotdogs, spagetti and bee hoon!
it was fabulous!

did lots of catching up with Cassandra and many others including the facilitators...
I really wish to be like the previous time,
where we would quarrel over many
trivial matters,
argue over which choice of things, consult them whenever we're in doubt,
and organise many fun events!

we could have barbeque, chalet and many many overseas camp!
Hahahahahaha! :D :D :P
but too bad, that's all in the past,
but at least we can still meet up and talk about many things,
like we've known each other for over 100 yrs!
I love this bond between us, like a big big family,
no matter what, we'll not fall out on each other
and we'll consult each other in times of needs.



now, out of this barbeque thing.
there's really one person I dislike.
she's always faking!
faking that she doesn't like this and that,
but she does like it.
everytime she says that she doesn't like one thing,
I'll always wince and think whether she's talking the truth.
she's also attracting attention almost everytime.
her results aren't very good but neither very bad,
but she seems to always get teacher's attention.
why does a person have to be to such extent to get what she wants?
does she not have any pride?
haiz~ don't ask me who that person is,
cause you don't really want to know.

Saturday, June 12, 2010 ♥
♥ 4:45 PM

these two weeks of holidays pass so fast!
soon, school will be reopening alrdy.

okay, I know I have not been blogging for like don't know since when...
but I guess I'll just type something today,
or else, this blog is really of no use.
I just feel like blogging today. (:

For the first week of the holidays,
went to school everyday except for thursday. (:
Monday - Wednesday was to go for the AEM (advance elective module)
on 3D modelling and animation.
Friday was to go back to school to watch the movie :
"The MidSummer Nights Dream".
It was NICE. :D
Really NICE. (:
Haha~! :)
saturday and sunday is just normal.
stayed at hme, housework, television, computer.

now, this week.
it's the only week I'm free from Monday - Friday! :D
went out on Thursday with my cousin.
we watched "Marmaduke"! (:
it was normal,
I thought it was funny, but it was just.... Normal.
we then headed down to Bugis... went there to do
Window Shopping.
hadn't got that much money to buy clothes and stuff,
only got to buy wallet. :)

have to go back to school for the whole of next week. :(
haiz~ sianxzxzxz~
it's really tiring.
now I really wish I didn't sign up for this AEM
how I wish I get to stay at home.........

Saturday, May 22, 2010 ♥
♥ 7:11 PM

Holidays are coming! :D
I looking forward to it!
okay, received back all my results.
I only improved in maths. haiz~

My science seemed to drop though it's still A1 but
it dropped.
My maths IMPROVED! :D:D:D
haha~! I'm very happy, though it still isn't what I wanted. :)

all the other marks for my other subjects dropped! :(
I guess I shoulda expect it cause I know I didn't put much effort into it
this term.
but needless to say, I failed my D&T again,
as I have expected.
I guess I really need to plan during the school holidays
what I should do about those failing subjects.

heading for Malaysia tomorrow,
but just for a day. Hehe. ^^
I can't wait for my June holidays!
there is like so many activities waiting for me! :D
I really want to climb the mount kinabalu first...
I want to catch the sunrise!
I've never seen a sunrise before,
so I really want to see it with my own eyes!
I guess it's going to be really mesmerising! :D

Wednesday, May 5, 2010 ♥
♥ 9:55 PM

okay, I feel like blogging today,
so..., here I am.
:D

Had history and english paper today...
I don't have a bad feeling about it,
but neither do I have a good feeling about it.
History's SEQ was okay, but for the SBQ,
I haven't really read up about Stalin, so
by using my contextual knowledge,
it's very limited.

As for English,
I didn't know what I was writing!
somehow, I'm like just in a daze.
the whole composition and report writing's organisation was a total wreck.
I guess I'll just get a pass.

there's maths and physics paper tomorrow.
gosh!
2 important papers in a day!
haiz~
physics is okay, but as for maths,
I don't know how it'll turn out.
Just go with the flow~~

anyway, all the best tomorrow! :)

Wednesday, April 21, 2010 ♥
♥ 9:01 PM

I guess I'm going to fall sick soon.
My throat is feeling weird since yesterday,
but today it's even more uncomfortable.
Probably because of the weather?

many things happened recently
and I, too, found out many secrets
but it's not relating school. :D
Exams are less than 2 weeks away!
OMG!

Had oral last week.
I guessed i've improved.
but somehow, I've got a feeling it's because of the teacher.
I won't feel as nervous in front of her than the others,
and that's why I can elaborate more.
but, I only managed to get 30/40

How disappointing. :'(

Thursday, April 8, 2010 ♥
♥ 8:21 PM

HELLO EVERYONE! :)
I'm very lazy nowadays, and probably because of school work and everything,
I haven't got the time to post.

30th March 2010.

Had sports day! :)
wasn't really a enjoyable day...
all the sec 3's were in a very self centred mood,
well, needless to say, I'm one of them.
it wasn't fun till it was time to run 8x100.
I was just taking over Evon's place as she had to prepare for the Band Performance.
Well, speaking of the band performance,
it was nice and hilarious.
Ha. Ha :D

Ended the day by 12.30pm
everybody went to Tampines Mall.
well, including me, as well as simeon, cassandra and Sherry. :D
Homed @ about 3.30pm

1st April 2010

Happy April Fool's day!
But this year's april fool's isn't fun.
Nobody played pranks and everybody were in the serious studying mood.
Haiz~
but nevermind.
I don't really care what April fool's is,
because, I don't even play pranks on people.
Just a day that people remember to play fool on other people, nothing special.

TODAY

went to the incineration plant!
learned about how they dispose the rubbish as well as some things relating to science..
saw all the rubbish and my god!
it was smelly!
I almost vomitted! The smell was so pungent.
went to some of the departments there, to see the process of disposing and burning the rubbish.
and, in a twinkling of an eye,
time's up, and we headed back to school
and went home. :)

Thursday, March 25, 2010 ♥
♥ 8:42 PM











HELLO!
hadn't post for many weeks..
I'm lazy. but I've got something to post now! :D
see this phone above?! Its the phone I've been eyeing for!
I want it. Haha.
and I'm going to get it soon!

my cousin just gave birth to her daughter on the 23rd March 2010!
:D
and sadly.... I've become a auntie.
Haiz~ it makes me sound so old.
but my cousin did a C-section.
because there was something wrong with the baby,
but I guess it's going to be okay.
:) :) :)

had speech day rehearsal today.
argh >:(
had many rehearsals this week.
practically staying back everyday. :(
and we're going back to school on Saturday!
its suppose to be my rest day.... :'(
had some problem during the rehearsal.
we were playing till halfway when suddenly everything was so messy~
AH~~~!
but luckily, it was almost the ending so we caught up with each other soon.
Haha.
:D

I beginnning to think that actually everyone is so friendly...
I didn't know that.
it was probably because of speech day that we actually got so close.
and thanks to the partner, Xin Xin,
always sitting beside me, at least I've got to energy to go crazy and giggle with her all the time.
Haha. :D :D
but of course, there are times where we're SERIOUS.

there's sports day next tuesday and sadly, there's currently no teacher running for our class.
haiz~
we've got to find the teacher soon! :DDD
















Friday, March 12, 2010 ♥
♥ 6:51 PM

Holidays are here! :D
but it's not like a holiday...
:(
got to go back to school for Speech Day rehearsal.
haiz~~
but, I've got to also catch up on my D&T
I guess I've got the lowest for D&T in class.
haha!

gotten back our report books today..
damn!
it was so so..... not good.
haiz~
I only got an A1..
for science. :(
nvm... there's many exams to come.
JIA YOUS! :D:D:D

Friday, February 26, 2010 ♥
♥ 4:31 PM

received chemistry paper today.
I was quite relieved to know that I've got 21.5/25!
but, I've got two careless mistakes!
argh. :/
I should have read the questions carefully.
my gosh. if I did read them carefully,
I guess I would have gotten 23. haiz~

sometimes, watching TV programmes,
seeing how guy's propose...
there were all sorts of ways.
it's like so romantic.
there was a few couples, during valentine's day,
they brought their girlfriend to the under waterworld and propose to them.
One was carrying a huge bouquet of roses,
the second knelt down in front of everyone,
and the third,
he put on the finding nemo suit,
and knelt down in front of his girlfriend
to propose.
it's like so romantic lahs!

but, if it was for me
I want something even special.
hahs!
but I don't know what yet.
and I'm not at that kind of age YET.

okay, today was a normal school day.
had lessons going on again..
blah blah...
nothing interesting for today.
only getting chemistry results.
waiting in progress for my other results.



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